Recently, my sales for The Talented have been reather lack-luster, so I have made the decision to try out a new cover for awhile. Unfortunately, before launching my new cover I did not have the time or money to hire a professional cover designer, although this is something that I plan to do in the future if I find that a new cover helps sales. Therefore, I had to work with only my limited graphic design skills, which did not produce the best cover imaginably. However, I am hopefully that it is good enough to garner some feedback. So let me know in the poll or comments below whether you prefer the old cover (left) or new cover (right) for The Talented.
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As another school year comes to an end, so does the era of me being a teacher.
Granted, it was a short era spanning only three years, but it was an era nonetheless. I learned a lot during this short time. My skills as a reader and writer grew, which is of course valuable, but the things that I really learned during that time are much less academic.
I'm back, and I'll be sending out a real(ish) blog post on Monday, but until then I wanted to share this, because it's great, and it reminds me that even though The Colbert Report is over, Stephen Colbert is still out there making fun of politics for his millions of fans. If you're a conservative and/or a huge Sarah Palin fan, this probably isn't for you. Or maybe it is. Who knows? Sometimes, when things get stressful, I freeze.
I'm not talking the fight-or-flight response, I'm talking just an overall freeze on all productivity. Since I used momentum in a previous post, let's call this a state of inertia. I'm sure that there is a very good psychological reason why I freeze when life gets stressful. Why I respond to having too much to do by doing nothing. Or by focusing my energy on something absolutely non-essential like reorganizing my pantry. I got my edited manuscript back last week, and haven't done more than glanced at it. I have a critique partner helping me with The Bodyguard, but haven't sent out anything in several days. I have story ideas bursting in my head, but have done nothing to capture them on paper. I've hardly touched my computer this past week. And I know why. It's approaching the end of August, and I haven't secured a full time job for this year. Or even a part time one. Not a steady Monday-Friday sort of job. I'll be able to pay all of my bills working as a short term substitute, and it's kind of nice to have that sort of flexibility, but it is stressful wondering when I might get pulled in for the next interview, or how many days of work I might get in September (since not that many teachers miss work the first month of the school year). And I'm stressed about getting The Talented out in October. And all of that stress is spilling over into my other writing pursuits. And I know that all of this will change once September rolls around. If I get a job, it will change immediately as I throw myself into preparing for my job, pulling together lesson plans, and decorating my classroom. If I don't get a job, this state of inertia will end when I accept that fact and transition into substitute mode. It will change when I start working on The Talented again. It will change when I can summon enough of my energy into changing that inertia into momentum, rather than using it to re-read books. But for right now, I'm frozen, and I don't know if I have the energy to unthaw. I just want to assure you that both sides of the pond are equally stupid. Please enjoy.
![]() I love The Lord of the Rings. The books are great, and the movies...the extended editions of the movies blow me away! And today I threw back to the glory days when the movies were new and wonderful to me. And I did this by watching the appendices of the movies. So much went into filming the movies...the props, the prosthetics, the costumes, the body doubles, shooting for scale, the miniatures... It was amazing. Watching that footage made everything new to me, and can't wait to watch the movies again and look for the small details that I never thought to look for before. If you are a huge LOTR fan, I suggest taking the time to watch at least some of appendices to the movies. I promise you won't regret it. No, this is not a blog confession about drinking, drugs, or other unsafe habits that usually come to mind when you hear that someone OD'd. I OD'd on reading and TV.
After binge-watching Teen Wolf (for the 3rd time), Haven, and Witches of East End (for the 2nd time) and reading 2 of my favorite books again (I always re-read) I found that I wasn't getting the same enjoyment that I used to. Going with the theory that this was happening because I was re-reading and re-watching, I ordered up a new book from one of my favorite author's and started reading it. Nothing. I'm five chapters in and could hardly tell you what it's about. Not because it's a bad book, but because I am suffering from a total emotional disconnect from reading and TV watching. I have recently had "too many feels," and it looks like my brain needs to take the time to reabsorb all of the dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine, and even oxytocin that goes into a good session of Teen Wolf or book reading (yes, I ride very fun emotional roller coasters when I'm at the top of my game). I'm not depressed, unless it is possible to be depressed in only a very limited, TV-and-book-related way, but I am worried about how long it will take to "recover" from this OD. So I'm not sure what I will be doing the next couple of days. I'll spend more time outdoors (if the weather stays clear) and deep-clean my apartment. Maybe go shopping or explore more of the city. And hopefully, when all of those feel-good chemicals are back, I'll be able to write without feeling crushing disappointment, because it looks like if I can't enjoy books, I can't enjoy writing them either. If you've gone through something like this and have advice on how to recover from this entertainment OD, I'd love to hear about it. Until then, I'm going to bed early tonight since there is no TV or book to keep me up until the wee hours of the morning. PSA: I wrote this blog with a somewhat humorous intent. Although I really do feel this way, I am sure that it is nothing a couple of days TV-and-book-less won't cure. However, if you believe you are suffering from real depression, please seek help. Being unable to enjoy a good book, while unfortunate, is not really a problem. If you are unable to enjoy other daily activities, feel disconnected from real-life people, or suffer from other signs of depression, please talk to someone. Authors are an eccentric bunch, but there are a few things we all have in common.
\This is both a question to you and a commentary on my own writing.
We have all heard the advice to "write what you know," and there are a plethora of books out there, both traditionally and self-published, that have a subtle or not-so-subtle focus on feminism, racism, socioeconomic status, politics, and who-knows-what else. My guess is that those themes are a reflection of the writers' belief systems. But I could be wrong. In fact, if those writers are like me, I probably am wrong. Because in my novel The Talented, the bureaucracy present is very corrupt (which, yes, that would be a reflection of my views for the most part), but my "solution" to this seems to be military law. Or at least a monarch with enough power to reign in the various commissions controlling everything. And in real life, I'm not a fan of military law or a country with one political leader having all of the authority. I like the idea of checks and balances in my government. But that part of my beliefs isn't reflected in my writing. I also seem a little bit warlike in my writing, because anyone in my book who expresses pacifist tendencies is seen as weak and foolish. So either I am not only pro-military but also think that martial law is awesome and everyone should be aggressive, or my writing does not reflect my views. At least not accurately. Which leads me back to my original question--Does your writing reflect your views? And a follow up question--Should it? Don't forget to check out my Kickstarter campaign. Sometimes, life gets too serious. I'm running a Kickstarter campaign right now, and it's going even better than hoped, but it's still stressful wondering whether or not I will meet my goal by June 4th.
So I decided to interject a little bit of levity and just direct you guys to the blog SlushPileHell for your amusement. If you've visited that blog, you know that it is amazing. If you haven't, you should. SlushPileHell is a blog by a literary agent who posts funny snippets from query letter fails. And I'm not talking about query letters that didn't make it--I am well aware of the fact that most queries are met with rejection--these are real fails. Fails of epic proportion. Fails where the agent is told that the book was inspired by God, or will sell 50 billion copies, or fits every single genre. Or where the writer demonstrated a remarkable inability to use spell check, correct grammar, or any ability to write coherently. So even if you have suffered rejection from agents yourself, you can read this and comfort yourself with the fact that there is someone out there failing even bigger than you. |
AuthorMy name is J.R. McGinnity, I am a former English teacher with a passion for writing fantasy novels with strong female leads. Archives
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